Six years

Six years ago I met my first two children. I will not say I became a mom on that day, for I became a mom the day in April that I saw two pink lines on a home pregnancy test. I will say that six years ago today, on a Thursday afternoon, I became a mom who met her sweet son and daughter far too early and quickly had to say good-bye.


Oscar and Bella,

Though I don't have the opportunity to speak your names as often as I'd like, or make the time to look at your pictures, I hope you can feel my love for you every day. I miss you every time I lay in bed at night and read books to your rainbow brother. I miss you every time I see the smile of your rainbow sister's face. I miss you every time I am asked about my family. I miss you. I love you. I hope you have a happy birthday in Heaven and that you get our balloons. Please send me some love signs tomorrow; I love when you do.

Love you forever,
Mama