It's hard to sit down and feel the emotions of how angry I am at my MIL.
It's hard to sit down and feel the emotions of feeling like a failure as a wife, mother and diabetic.
It's hard to sit down and admit that I'm really lonely.
It's hard to sit down and come to terms with the fact that I don't know who I really am now that I'm done having kids, don't have an outside of the home job, don't have my bereaved parent support group and feel like I don't matter much to the world.
I need to stop avoiding my emotions and start dealing with them.
I hope to come here at least once every week to write something, to process something and to work on myself and my emotions.
It's time to stop ignoring me.
Please wish me luck.