It really hasn't sunk in that Wednesday will be my last day at work, in our house or in WI.
Thursday was our monthly bereaved parent support group-the last one I will likely ever attend. I thought it would be difficult emotionally, but I'm blocking. I'm blocking my emotions about moving because I think they're just too heavy for me to deal with right now. I think it will really hit me next week, after we've begun moving in to the new house.
Gus last day of preschool was Friday. I had Jon do drop-off and pick-up because I knew that that would be a situation that I would leave the school crying if I had to do it. I worry so much about setting up a new life in a completely different state where I don't know anyone. Will Gus make friends? Will I enjoy being a SAHM? Will we make friends?
Today we're having a going away get-together for Gus. I think it will be crazy and hectic, but I don't think that even that will make it sink in that our days here are extremely limited. I just hope that when the floodgates of my emotions open that I'm able to deal with them in an okay manner.