One of the friends that was induced yesterday delivered her second rainbow...a girl.
Oh, how my heart aches for my Bella. How my heart is angry that my friend was able to easily get pregnant (this pregnancy was an oops) and deliver a healthy second rainbow. She has a boy at home and now a girl. That is supposed to be me, my life. That was taken from me when Oscar and Bella died. And now we don't even know if we'll get to bring home a second rainbow, much less a girl.
My heart is heavy and sad.