Sad today

On Friday Jon and I met with our primary doctor, so that some of Jon's tests to figure out what's going on with his sperm would be covered by insurance. Not surprisingly, she's not really well-versed in this, so she ordered the tests that RE mentioned and gave us a referral to a urologist. We're hoping to get Jon's test results back today, but the urology office scheduled Jon's appointment for November 26.

A week that's run the emotional spectrum

Friday I had the day off work to spend prepping for Gus' third birthday party. We know how that day started.

Hope is a bitch

Just when I had begun to feel hopeful that maybe Jon was right, that maybe this cycle we got pregnant, I've had some spotting.

Tick-Tock

It seems like time is moving so slowly, even with all that is about to happen the next four days. Part of me wants the time to just fly by, but the other part of me wants it to slow down.

2ww update

I had an appointment with my counselor on Friday. Since then I've been calmer than I had been, but I'm still nervous.

I need to calm down

I'm have serious, for me, anxiety issues. It's only 2dpo and I can't stop being anxious for the result of this cycle.

The Wait Begins

I know that I will get through this wait, but I don't know how I'm going to make it with my sanity intact.

Picture Post: Oscar's and Bella's 4th Birthday

Jon and I spent Oscar's and Bella's birthday doing things to remember them.

CD22 and still not triggering

I'm working on a picture post from Oscar's and Bella's birthday, but I never seem to remember to grab the camera and get the pictures when I'm at home. So, hopefully I'll be doing THAT post this weekend. So, here is our latest fertility treatment update.