Share what certain seasons or holidays mean to you now. What season did your baby die in? What season were they conceived/born in? Do you dread those seasons now? Are they more meaningful to you because of your baby?
Oscar and Bella were conceived in April, with their first u/s in May, their births/deaths in July, their 36-week goal in December and their true due date in January.
Tittle was conceived in December, his first u/s in January, his death in January and his true due date in August, the same as his twin brother.
Firefly was conceived this past May, with an unfulfilled first u/s in June, anatomy scan in September, viability in October, full-term in January and a true due date in February.
So, it doesn't really matter what season it is or what holiday is approaching as it's always a season or a holiday without my kids by my side.